Where to start… it’s been a long time since my last post.

Well my ankle injury has recovered enough to let me start cycling and climbing tentatively again, I can hold my weight really well but still restricted when it comes to pushing into it so I’m holding off with gymnastics and jumping around for a few more weeks. I am back to it though and spending a lot of my spare time picking up my fitnes levls and getting back in shape.

If you’ve been following me on twitter you might have seen that I visited the awesome Spanking Sarah who certainly lives up to her name, I had a really fun day and some really nice marks to remember it by!

Another day was spent with shinyvideos making some really fun clips with them wearing lots of leotards and shinywear, such a fun way to spend a day modelling my favourite clothes.

Eventually I managed to start editing some of the backlog of videos I have stored up and surprisingly one of my balloon fetish videos has become extremely popular and is outperforming my leotard content!! I’m so glad I’m not the only person with a balloon fetish out there and I’m looking forward to having more fun with ballons this coming Wedesday, it’s going to be awesome!

The spankee service I started offering is going really well, I’m taking around 2 spankings a month which is pretty much all I can fit in at the moment and with the summer hols coming up I might struggle to accommodate for those at home until the next term starts and I have some time with the house to myself again. Maybe something will come up, I certainly hope so but I’m still available to visit people at their location in the meantime.

Is 2 spankings a month really enough? Well I do work with independant photographers who like to spank me sometimes so it’s often more than 2 a month but I am starting to feel like I need to be spanked more often, it’s become quite an obsession on my mind!

Maybe I need to find myself a regular disciplinarian who can hold me accountable, help me focus on some areas of my life like making sure I do my video editing? Sounds like a fun idea!!

Last month on a trip to Camden market I found a stall selling old Polaroid camera’s and just knew I had to get one!

I’d been thinking about getting one to play with for a while so once I had one in my hands it was snapped up immediately.

Honestly I expected it to just sit on a shelf as an ornament but it turns out you can still get film, its a long story but the original company stopped trading and a crowdfunded campaign called the “impossible project” was started to try and create brand new film packs for everyone to get their camera’s running again; and it was such a success that they bought the Polaroid name and even started creating newer camera’s for the instant photography enthusiasts.

I fell in love taking a few snaps with the vintage camera so I bought one of the new ones too! They added tonnes of features like double exposure so you can superimpose pictures onto each other, the options to change shutter speed and aperture, self timer. There’s so much to play with.

If anybody’s ever used a Polaroid you will be all too aware that they do take some skill to get a good picture out of and the agonizing wait for the picture to develop!

But that’s what makes it so special, having to wait to see the end result, the cost of the film means making every shot count and unlike digital camera’s where pictures are duplicated thousands or even millions of times over social media, there is only ever 1 picture.

Each Polaroid picture is unique and so special, a physical representation of the light at just 1 point in time.

I’ve started taking my Polaroid camera’s to photo shoots with me and asking the photographers to take a Polaroid and each one so far has loved handling the camera, their eyes light up, they get a smile on their face and delight as the picture ejects from the bottom!

One day I’m hoping to do a full swimsuit series of pictures with the Polaroid and get some real pictures to be treasured.

Oh! And lets quickly talk about the film packs, of course you can get the colour film exposures which have a unique warm look to them, they do black and white film packs but also some black&blue and black&yellow film packs which make for great atmospheric pictures perfect for recording moments of bondage with some feeling.

So much fun to be had….