• Life

    Sunday Morning Reflections

    Today has been something of a lazy morning where I’ve been reflecting on the past week and putting some thought into future plans and wondered if you’d like to if you’d like to join me.

    Looking at the picture on the right you may guess that Monday started in the best way possible with a good spanking.

    It was my first time hosting a session at Celestial Studio which was a perfect location and I’m looking forward to hosting more from there in the future.

    The spanking itself was as good as I could have hoped for, we introduced some of my real life misdemeanors and that made for a thoroughly wholesome day.

    Some of those misdemeanors were simple language corrections and not looking after myself maybe as well as I should in terms of fitness, I needed a little bump to get myself back on track with my exercise routine after my ankle injury.

    Maybe the most important misdemeanor that was addressed is something that I won’t go into detail about, it was something that was discussed privately between myself and the gentleman responsible for my punishment. That been said it has been plaguing my mind for a few weeks and is something that I felt a little guilty about. Some of you might not have thought it was a big deal but I struggled to shake the guilt thinking about the potential consequences and so receiving some punishment in the form of a spanking, and a telling off and being made to view it from another perspective really has helped relieve some of those feelings of guilt. If you are that gentleman reading this now please accept my gratitude for helping me with this matter.

    Straight after this spanking I headed over to the climbing centre and because I’m still quite precious with my ankle I found myself flopping down onto my sore bottom a lot of the time!

    Tuesday was quite a humdrum day of catching up with chores and doing the food shopping and picking some bits up from town and of course starting to add in some of my conditioning workouts.

    Wednesday was a studio day that ended in disaster, I was due to film a fun leotard video and unfortunately when I got home it turns out there had been a problem with the microphone so I now have a lot of unusable soundless footage.

    I often work behind the camera for other people and spend time setting everything up manually, on the days I’m creating my own content in front of the camera I sometimes forget to do the setup myself and leave it to others which can often result in the picture quality suffering due to me not setting the white balance for the scene but this particular time was a huge disaster and a fruitless day in the studio. I must remember to always setup the camera myself, it must be a priority!

    Thursday was the SNAP adult industry party so I traveled to London and stayed over in a hotel. Being somebody who very rarely drinks alcohol and also being quite shy I can be a fish out of water at parties and decided to head over early and leave early! It was fun catching up with a few people and meeting some new too who might be looking to collaborate in the future.

    Friday started out in London, in the City no less with a short trip over to Soho to get my sexual health screening while I was in town and then over to Euston for the train home, which was one of the modern types of trains with windows that don’t open and a faulty air conditioning system!

    It was such a nice day that after arriving home and re hydrating we set off on a family bike ride and met a very friendly Billygoat.

    We ended up doing around 20 miles with the sunshine and heat and all of the beautiful scenery making it a perfect day after such a stuffy train journey.

    There’s nothing quite like the dreamy feeling of being naked in the bath with the window open bringing in the birdsong and the smells of the summertime after a day of exertion and the slightly drunken feeling of being out in the direct sunshine during mid summer. Such a treat!

    Waking up yesterday I realised I had neglected the vegetable garden this week and what turned out to be a quick watering ended up with a full day outside re-potting, feeding plants, tidying, weeding and forgetting sunscreen which has left me a little burnt and in a small amount of discomfort although it was still a fulfilling day. The compost I made last year finally came into use and it was so much better than I thought it would be that I also spent some time creating additional composting facilities in the hope that I can make enough to not have to buy any next year.

    And that brings us to today, it’s such a lovely day outside again but my skin needs some rest for the sun and I’m doing everything I can to do some admin work and video editing but I’m finding myself gazing out of the open patio doors and drifting off into my thoughts, this week seems to have flown by. I don’t seem to have been too busy but I don’t seem to have stopped moving either and now I’m thinking about some future video’s.

    Remembering back to one of the reasons I was spanked on Monday was the language used to describe a video of mine and maybe it’s not the language that was the problem, maybe it was the video itself. And it got me thinking about whether I could create some videos more along the lines of erotica, somewhere in between what is shown on the television and hardcore pornography. And that is what I’m day dreaming about, thinking if I make it will people want to see it? And if so what could it be about?

    For now I’m going to daydream some more and just enjoy a quiet Sunday and I hope you do too.

  • Life,  News

    Things are looking UP!!

    Where to start… it’s been a long time since my last post.

    Well my ankle injury has recovered enough to let me start cycling and climbing tentatively again, I can hold my weight really well but still restricted when it comes to pushing into it so I’m holding off with gymnastics and jumping around for a few more weeks. I am back to it though and spending a lot of my spare time picking up my fitnes levls and getting back in shape.

    If you’ve been following me on twitter you might have seen that I visited the awesome Spanking Sarah who certainly lives up to her name, I had a really fun day and some really nice marks to remember it by!

    Another day was spent with shinyvideos making some really fun clips with them wearing lots of leotards and shinywear, such a fun way to spend a day modelling my favourite clothes.

    Eventually I managed to start editing some of the backlog of videos I have stored up and surprisingly one of my balloon fetish videos has become extremely popular and is outperforming my leotard content!! I’m so glad I’m not the only person with a balloon fetish out there and I’m looking forward to having more fun with ballons this coming Wedesday, it’s going to be awesome!

    The spankee service I started offering is going really well, I’m taking around 2 spankings a month which is pretty much all I can fit in at the moment and with the summer hols coming up I might struggle to accommodate for those at home until the next term starts and I have some time with the house to myself again. Maybe something will come up, I certainly hope so but I’m still available to visit people at their location in the meantime.

    Is 2 spankings a month really enough? Well I do work with independant photographers who like to spank me sometimes so it’s often more than 2 a month but I am starting to feel like I need to be spanked more often, it’s become quite an obsession on my mind!

    Maybe I need to find myself a regular disciplinarian who can hold me accountable, help me focus on some areas of my life like making sure I do my video editing? Sounds like a fun idea!!

  • Life,  News

    New Spanking Implements

    I know you people have your own favorite spanking implements that you like to bring along but for those that don’t or for people wanting to try out some different things I decided to start a small collection of items.

    These hairbrushes are all different sizes and being unusually light weight for wooden hair brushes they make great paddles for people new to using implements or even just to warm things up, as an hors d’oeuvres should we say to tickle the taste buds!

    There are a few other things I’m looking to find so might make a detour to the next Bimingham Bizarre Bazaar market on my way home from Physio, if you see me do come and say hello.

  • Life,  News

    Polaroids Are GO!!!!!

    Last month on a trip to Camden market I found a stall selling old Polaroid camera’s and just knew I had to get one!

    I’d been thinking about getting one to play with for a while so once I had one in my hands it was snapped up immediately.

    Honestly I expected it to just sit on a shelf as an ornament but it turns out you can still get film, its a long story but the original company stopped trading and a crowdfunded campaign called the “impossible project” was started to try and create brand new film packs for everyone to get their camera’s running again; and it was such a success that they bought the Polaroid name and even started creating newer camera’s for the instant photography enthusiasts.

    I fell in love taking a few snaps with the vintage camera so I bought one of the new ones too! They added tonnes of features like double exposure so you can superimpose pictures onto each other, the options to change shutter speed and aperture, self timer. There’s so much to play with.

    If anybody’s ever used a Polaroid you will be all too aware that they do take some skill to get a good picture out of and the agonizing wait for the picture to develop!

    But that’s what makes it so special, having to wait to see the end result, the cost of the film means making every shot count and unlike digital camera’s where pictures are duplicated thousands or even millions of times over social media, there is only ever 1 picture.

    Each Polaroid picture is unique and so special, a physical representation of the light at just 1 point in time.

    I’ve started taking my Polaroid camera’s to photo shoots with me and asking the photographers to take a Polaroid and each one so far has loved handling the camera, their eyes light up, they get a smile on their face and delight as the picture ejects from the bottom!

    One day I’m hoping to do a full swimsuit series of pictures with the Polaroid and get some real pictures to be treasured.

    Oh! And lets quickly talk about the film packs, of course you can get the colour film exposures which have a unique warm look to them, they do black and white film packs but also some black&blue and black&yellow film packs which make for great atmospheric pictures perfect for recording moments of bondage with some feeling.

    So much fun to be had….

  • Behind The Scenes,  Life

    42 Times Around The Sun

    Editing the content from the last studio day has been put on hold this past week, its been so busy.

    Firstly I met up with a nudist who wanted to do some filming so I spent the day with him gathering some test footage to see how it comes out.

    Straight after that we headed to London to mooch around Soho and then headed off into the city for the Snap adult industry party, it was great to see familiar faces again and meet some new contacts.

    The next day I was back in Soho to get my sexual health tests done and then traveling home again and having an evening off!

    The weekend seemed to come and go in a blur, catching up on housework, climbing, family visits and gardening.

    Monday was my Birthday! A perfect day to go for a walk around the Peak District and then a meal with some friends in the evening, leading into Tuesday where I headed back into the studio but working behind the camera this time taking pics and videos for Katie Fox, although I did pop on a swimsuit and join in a talking video which might be available on one of her channels soon!

    The next week I’m spending with family mainly, we are booked back into the studio on the 24th August to get even more content.

    I’m hoping I can find some spare time here and there to sit at the computer and do some video editing before then so the content doesn’t start piling up, and that reminds me I need another hard drive for the computer, somehow I’ve managed to fill another terabyte…

    (Oh there might be a gym themed video with King Swole on the horizon too!)

    SNAP party. Taken by Red Heaven Media